The virtual world

its been a long time since i started using the INTERNET! and of course those social networking sites... starting with friendster.... facebook... twitter...YM!.. skype,, but what i avoid in this sites are common conversations people start with... like....

HI!

WHERE YOU FROM! 

HOW OLD ARE YOU! 

WHERE DO YOU LIVE! 

SINGLE?

its just annoying how they cannot find time to read your profile and check if you posted that basic info they're looking for... so next time i encounter you on the virtual world.. don't bother asking me those FAQ's!!! i wouldn't think bout replying.. 

happy holidays everyone! :)

PINOY SIRI!!!!! :D

 HAD FUN WATCHING THIS! LOL

THE NEW DOUGIE!

i bet this will trend!

after a long time

Today after a long time...feeling free, light, happy, because i know there is no one around to hurt me more.

strong.

I'm a strong man. I can conquer the greatest fears.I can handle the toughest moments. I can ignore any pain. That's why i want someone to make me feel weak.

to feel..

Love has no reason. When asked "Why?" the answer is "I don't know. I just do." Because love does not come from the mind to know but from the heart to feel.

cheers

is setting new goals, dreaming new dreams and letting the past rest

:)

Things change for the better when we take responsibility for our own thoughts, decisions and actions.

before i sleep

Shut down my eyes, log on some memories, download some dreams, save some joy, delete all my sorrows, and then i'll have a nice sleep.

the two

Attitude and personality are two different things...

My personality stays within me wherever I am.

My attitude depends on the people in front of me.

motto

Work for a cause, not for applause. Live life to express, not to impress. Don't strive to make your presence noticed, just make your absence felt. ;)

people who..

"People Who Change After Change-"SURVIVE", "People Who Change WITH Change-"SUCCEED" ,"People Who CAUSE THE CHANGE-"LEAD"

coz we like to partey!

"We are crazy but we have fun, we are hyper but at least we're not dull,sometimes we talk too much but we're not boring. That's me and my best friends!"

treadmill

"Being worried is like walking on a treadmill. It keeps you busy but it doesn't get you anywhere..."


get movin' act up to your problems!

i am

I can be a lover, a player, a flirt. But that's just not my style... I'm nothing but a good person, with a naughty sweet innocent smile. :)

mistakes

"i just want people to know that mistakes are meant for LEARNING! and not for REPEATING!"

Celebrating the anniversary of my escape from the womb. Can't be all bad... since research clearly shows that people who have more birthdays live longer!!! happy birthday to me! cheers. :D

goodbye bibendum

the new profile picture..

coz someone keeps on telling my old pic 

expounds my legs.. :|

a tip.

just a tip so you can't be a heart breaker.. a talk shitter.. a promise breaker.. a life wrecker....in terms of making a promise.... a deal or whatever that will cause that lil crack on that heart if not done,,, "You cannot say yes now and say no later, but if you say no now then you'll  have a chance to say yes later" so the logic is... say NO.. for now.. until you are real sure you can keep that promise... :)

text,, a story of best friends

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTfGxrAMQDA&feature=share

another hit.. brought to you by my friend jamvhille sebastian and her only paolinne liggayu.

same shit.

Nothing is new, I fell in love, got broken. I broke my  heart again, I have cried a few tears. But I am still the same me, walking in the same shoes.

the planner.

The planner covers are made from wood and come in five colors: poplar, bamboo, cherry, spruce, and oak. They also come in a burlap-cloth pouch with a bookmark and nine coupons redeemable at all Starbucks Coffee branches.


cant wait to have one of these,, :)

bored.

If I weren't bored I wouldn't be posting this... 

If you weren't bored you wouldn't be reading this!

 im bored as a lesbian in a male strip club!

im bored as a gay man in a hot tub full of lesbians!

I am as bored as a fat kid sitting in front of a salad bar :(

I'm bored of being bored cuz being bored is boring.

ex.

i'm .....

I'm Restless...

I'm Depressed...

I'm Sad...

I'm Forlorn..

.all for just two reasons...

1.You're there. 

2.I'm here.

pride.

PRIDE.. it may be a 5 letter word, but it can kill a very long word.. RELATIONSHIP!
sabi nga nila.. ang PRIDE,, parang underwear daw! kung hindi mo ibababa.. walang mangyayare
kidding aside... never let PRIDE run up to you... nothing can be gained if you let it stay on top.

SEDENTARY LIFESTYLE :|

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave. We have to admit that LOVE doesn't give us the license to own a person..NO ONE OWNS ANYONE!!!!

minsan

minsan nakatutuwang pakinggan ang kasinungalingan lalo na kung alam mo ang katotohanan.. 

pero hanggang kelan ka magpapakatanga?

party...

i maybe young but i'm ready... 

this soon!

right now im sick.. sore throat, fever,cough, colds... a lil nauseous but still kickin'  but what makes this worst is..
 im sick of you! your excuses! your lies! your drama! and lack of concern! soon enough i'll be giving up... oh yeah this soon. KTNXBYE!

:)

Life is like a camera. . so face it with a SMILE :)

why nursing?

:)

i

i maybe a public property as what my friends told me... but i always treat my life like a VIP party.. it's not accessible by "just anybody"

MANG INASAR!

MANG INASAR! 

MAASAR KA SA SARAP!!!!

DESIDERATA...

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,

and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others,

even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter,

for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble,

it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.

But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;

many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.

Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love;

for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,

gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;

you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life,

keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann- an attorney turned philosopher-poet

people on facebook gets really weird at times...

i never knew i had mall tours... sino kaya yung nakita niya..

oo may mga kahawig daw akong artista..

pero damn it! dami kong kamukang artista? 

ako na lang ata ang hindi pa sumisikat! hahaha

keep the weirdness on ;) 

the gay test...

what do you see? 

two people dancing?

LOL..

and then i became a promoter..  :D

When people say, expect the unexpected Slap them around the face and say 'did you expect that' ???;)

when you came.....

and so i decided to get out of my comfort zone

i commit on changing my ways

all the used-to-be's was gone

comfort and convenience came off my dictionary

all these was replaced by effort and perseverance

effort is to enter your heart

perseverance is to pass your standards

drastic was the change

but i embrace the idea
 that

when you came
i became unknown to myself

focus!

stare at the dot... and eventually the circle around it will disappear :)

it's amazing how this simple picture taught me a lesson...

it conveys a message that

if have our focus on that one thing that we really want...

all the bad craps that hinder us to our success will eventually vanish! 

but what happens in reality is that we never direct our focus

that is one reason why only few of us achieve what we truly want.

let us keep in mind that

The key to success is to focus our conscious mind on things we desire not things we fear.

,,,,,

lahat naman tayo may pangarap... nagkakatalo lang sa kung paano natin isa isang inaabot ang pangarap na iyon...

Hi

Girl, you just caught my eye
thought I should give it a try
and get your name and your number
go grab some lunch and eat some cucumbers

WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' and it's something' I like
on your face, yeah it suits you
Girl, we connect like we have bluetooth

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
And this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract

You and I
could be like Sonny and Cher
honey and bears
You and I
could be like Aladdin and Jasmine
lets make it happen

La La's

Hey
How've you been?
I know that it's been awhile.
Are you tired 'cause you've been on my mind
runnin' thousand and thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
but you
you look so beautiful on that starry night
loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes and your smile
I'm captivated
your beauty is timeless never outdated

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract

You and I
could be like Sonny and Cher
Honey and bears
you and i could be like Aladdin and Jasmine lets make it happen

la la la

Babe
It's been 5 years since that special day
when I asked you on our first date
I guess it's safe to say

You and I
are better than Sonny and Cher
Honey and bears
You and I
Are better than Aladdin and Jasmine
We've made it happen

lalalalalala

Let me say
You look so beautiful on our wedding day

the dance craze...

hindi ko mawari kung bakit ako natutuwa kapag pinanunuod ko to...

siguro dahil alam ko ang kanilang istorya..

siguro alam kong nakamit na nila ang kanilang..

happily ever after... :')

right now..

im setting my head straight,,,

been into so much trouble lately..

too much trouble that i cant handle every bit of it anymore..

but that's okay,,, 

we all know that in every mistake there are lessons learned..

in every failure.. the most important thing is how we stand up 

and how you put your game faces on...

it's not our mistakes that count but the attitude we have during our down time...

  

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: SINGLE

NAGTATAKA KA BA KUNG BAKIT SINGLE KA PA??

SINGLE: Minsan ayos lang maging SINGLE kase free na free ka gawin kung ano ang gusto mo o kaya makakapunta ka kung saan mo gusto pumunta pero kung minsan,. lalo na't malamig ang hangin o kya maganda ung view, magwiwish ka na sana may yumayakap sa'yo, hahalikan ka sa noo at tititignan ka ng parang ikaw na ata ang pinakamagandang nilalang sa buong mundo.
kaya heto, susubukan ko bilangin ang mga dahilan kung bakit single pa tayo. Gaano katagal na ba tayo walang nagiging boyfriend/girlfriend? tingnan natin..




1) MASYADONG INDEPENDENT - baka naman masyado mo napoproject na kaya mong mabuhay ng wala silang lahat, ayan tuloy parang hindi nila maramdaman na kailangan mo rin sila kaya dun na lang sila sa taong tingin nila ay magkakaron sila ng silbi.

2) MATAAS ANG STANDARDS - siguro hindi na natanggal sa isip mo ung pangarap mo nung bata ka pa. aba, kelangan mo na gumising sa katotohanan na walang ideal guy. ok cge, kung makita mo nga ung hinahanap mo na gwapong matalino na mayaman na mabait pero nung nakasama mo naman eh nakita mo hindi pala siya madalas maligo, mahiyain mag-toothbrush kaya naman sobrang bad breath niya sa umaga, puro barya ang mga hita at binti o kaya naman daig pa ang tambucho sa lakas manigarilyo, may nakausli na "pang labing-isang" daliri sa kamay at NAKAPANGINGILABOT NA BALAT dahil madami siyang AN-AN SA kanyang LIKOD NA PARA BANG MAPA NG CEBU... oh eh di turn-off ka na? kung lahat ng tao ay katulad mo na mataas ang standards, malamang wala ng magboboyfriend at maggirlfriend ngaun puro friends na lang.

3) UBOD KA NG KASUNGITAN - maski naman kahit sino hindi masarap lapitan at kausapin ang taong mukhang nangangain ng tao tapos liligawan pa? dapat kc kahit konti maging approachable ka naman para kahit na hindi ka kagandahan, madidiskubre niya na masarap ka palang kausap at masaya kang kasama. (^^,)

4) MASAMA ANG UGALI - kung papipiliin ako kung sa masungit o sa masama ang ugali... dun na ko sa masungit! ang masungit kc, hindi likas na itim ang budhi nyan, may taglay na istorya sa likod ng simangot niya. sabihan mo lang yan ng 'peek-a-boo' BAKA ngitian ka na. ibang istorya na kase ang masama ang ugali dahil mula pa yang ugali na yan sa kaibuturan ng kanyang mga balunbalunan. sa una mabait, pero madidiskubre mo na parang trapo ang tao kung tratuhin nito. tsk tsk tsk. pero hindi pa naman huli ang lahat kung kaya mo pa magbago, bigyan mo ng pagkakataon ang sarili mo magbago. magdasal ka kay lord ng mataimtim huh?? *hahahaha*

5) NAGKUKULONG SA BAHAY - walang makaka-appreciate sa panloob o panlabas na beauty mo kung nagkukulong ka lang sa bahay. ok nanjan nga ang nanay mo para sabihin na maganda ka pero im sure umay na umay na rin yan sa pagmumukha mo kaya mas maigi kung lumabas ka.. pagkagaling sa office, pwede ka magmall o kya gumimik kasama mga officemates mo, o kaya naman sumali sa mga organization sa simbahan or sa neighborhood.

6) MUKHA KANG LOSYANG - ito ang kadalasang krimen ng mga single. Hindi ka nagbibigay ng panahon para ayusin ang sarili physically. at bakit pa nga ba e wala ka naman dahilan para mag-ayos, diba? MALI !!! Dapat nga lalo ka mag-ayos para makita ang marketability mo. hindi krimen ang maging vain kahit konti. did u know na ang ratio ng lalaki sa babae ay 4:1? kaya lola, magsimula ka na mag-ayos at baka yung crush mo ay maagaw pa ng mga intrimitida sa paligid mo.

7) MASYADONG MAGALING - medyo sensitive itong topic na ito dahil nasasagasaan na ang male ego dito eh. oo, may ibang lalake na nabuburaot dahil mas magaling at mas marunong ang babae sa kanila. hindi na natin ito problema dahil malamang insecurity nila ang bumubulong sa kanila pero minsan kase hindi na makatarungan na laging nai-inferior ang lalake. kailangan maramdaman din nila sa iyo na hindi mo sila ia-under the saya if maging girlfriend ka nila. hindi ko rin sinasabi na i-compromise mo ang talents mo, ano bang magagawa ko kung likas na talentadong bata ka pero ang tamang gawin ay wag naman ipagdukdukan na sobrang galing mong tao. wag na wag mong kalimutan na may 2 klaseng yabang dito sa mundo. wag kang mang-intimidate kung ayaw mong ma-intimidate.

8) SOBRANG BUSY - alam mo ba ung kantang 'Narda'? ganyan ang mangyayari sa iyo, hanggang kanta na lang ang aabutin ng nagkakagusto sayo dahil maski pagpa-pluck ng kilay mo wala kang time.

9) DALA ANG BIGAT NG KAHAPON - may kasabihan nga, "how can u look forward when u keep looking back?" walang mangyayari sa love life mo kung dala mo pa ang kabiguan na dinulot ng nakaraan mo. walang sense ang magpakabitter dahil in the end, lalo ka lang papanget. panget na nga, bitter pa! tsaka wag kang matakot masaktan kung gusto mo magmahal muli. laging kaakibat ng love ang pain dahil hindi ka masasaktan kung hindi ka nagmahal. at isa pa, wag ka ring matakot na kunin ang pagkakataon kung nandiyan na sa harap mo. pano mo malalaman na masarap ang chocolate kung hindi mo titikman?

10) MASYADONG-MASYADO!! - masyadong maganda, masyadong matalino, masyadong talented at masyadong mayaman. minsan ito ang mga nagiging factor kung bakit walang gustong manligaw sayo. pero hindi mo naman ito kasalanan diba? katulad din ito ng scenario sa #7. siguro mas maigi kung HUMBLE KA LANG wag mayabang, at imbis na maging hambog, share na lang the blessing. hindi ka lang maganda / matalino / talented / mayaman / mabait pa!! im sure lahat mahuhumaling sayo.

11) IMBORNAL ANG BUNGANGA MO: naku kalimitang problema ito ng mga TAKLESANG TAO at ng mga masyado nang confident sa sarili nila. Maganda ka nga, mayaman, mabait naman, sweet naman, maganda naman pumorma, Pero pag nagsalita daig pa ung barker ng mga pedicab sa CUBAO eh! Ang lakas mong magmura!! Pinaglihi ka ba sa Nagmumurang Kamatis? Mga words mo pa ang lulupit e... memorize mo na lahat ng mga bastos na salitang Pilipino at mga murang pinoy. Shempre palengkera dating mo nyan dba? Naku lalo pa kung mapanira ka, lalong wag! Matatakot lahat makipag-friends sayo, kahit babae!! Hahaha! Bawas mura kapatid! Instead of saying: Bwaka ng Ina, P*tang ina, P*king Ina!! Say: flowers, candies, rainbows, sheeps, clouds, butterflies and. . .
PUT A LITTLE MORE!! O dba? bumabango na "bibig" nya, yeah! di na "bunganga".

MINSAN NAMAN SA MGA BABAE:

12) TOO MANY BOYS: Minsan nai-intimidate din ang mga guys pag masyado maraming boys ang nakabakod sa girl. Wala ka ngang boyfriend, pero lagi mo naman prino-project na ang daming lumalandi sayo (na pawang mga superficial lang naman at mukhang walang potential na magbigay ng TRUE LOVE sayo). Pag ganyan palagi ang aura at drama mo, most likely, uurong yung mga boys na may HONEST INTENTIONS sayo at kaya kang mahalin ng todo, kasi natatakot sila na baka ikaw ang di kayang magmahal ng totoo. Alam kasi ng mga boys yan... na kahit kayo na (nakapili ka na ng BF mo), di pa din mawawala ang mga "boys" na nakapaligid sayo...

13) Perfectionist
Simula nung magkamalay ang taong ito, nakalista na ang mga bagay na gusto niya sa kanyang magiging boypren/girlpren. Kapag may nakilala siya at nakitang madumi ang kuko, magkadikit ang kilay, may butas sa ngipin, o parang penguin maglakad, wala na. Turn off na 'yun para sa kanya.
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing:
"Ok na siya e. Kaya lang gusto ko 'yung ganito..."

14) Busy Bee
Pasensya na sila pero masyado kang maraming inaasikaso tulad ng libro, bolpen, papel at calculator. Umaalis ka ng 6 am sa bahay at umuuwi ng 7 ng gabi 'pag weekdays. Pagdating mo sa bahay, gagawa lang ng homework at matutulog na. Masaya ka nang makanood ng TV 'pag Sabado (at gumawa ulit ng homework). Sapat na sa'yo ang kumain sa labas kasama ang pamilya 'pag Linggo (at gumawa pa rin ng homework).
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Sorry, wala akong time sa ganyan e,"

15) Friend Forever Version 1
Kunwari ka pa dyan. Alam mo namang gusto mo talaga 'yang best friend o special friend mo pero hindi mo lang sinasabi at pinapadama dahil ayaw mong masira ang pagkakaibigan niyong dalawa. 'Yung tipong 'pag may kasamang iba 'yung gusto mo, kunwari ka pang masaya ka para sa kanya pero sa totoo lang, gusto mo na malusaw na parang ice caps dahil sa Global Warming.
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "I'm so happy for you" o "Sayang naman 'yung pinagsamahan namin e."

16) Friend Forever Version 2
Wala tayong magagawa pero talagang malapit ka lang sa kabilang kasarian--pero bilang kaibigan lang. One-of-the-boys or ladies' man. Hindi ka naman homo o bi pero sadyang kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sa mga taong hindi mo kapareho ng chromosomes. Masaya ka nang nakaka-hang-out lang sila, nakakakwentuhan, niyayakap nang walang halong malisya.

Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "May inuman ba mamaya?" kung babae o "Hatid ko ba kayo mamaya?" kung lalaki

17) Born to be One
Single-blessed ka at wala ka nang magagawa kung ganun. :) Nilikha ka siguro para maging mag-isa (pero syempre may pamilya at kaibigan ka naman, duh!) hanggang tumanda ka na at ipadala sa Home for the Aged. Marami akong kakilalang mukhang ganito ang patutunguhan at hindi naman sila mga pangit o abnoy talaga. Minsan lang, masyado silang masungit.
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "Mag-isaako."

18) Happy -go-lucky
'Eto 'yung taong masaya na sa trip-trip lang at kung anu-anong mga happenings. Kahit sino na lang basta no strings attached. For fun lang at walang seryosohan please. Personally, ayoko nung mga ganito. Umaapaw lang siguro 'yung mga taong ganito sa "L." Magbuhos ka nalang ng malamig na tubig sa iyong buong katawan at solb na 'yan.
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "I'm not ready to commit e, but I really like you."

19) Wrong Time
'Eto naman 'yung mga laging idinadahilan na masyado pa silang bata o kaya masyado na silang matanda. May mga tao raw na ganyan, 'yung pakiramdam nila laging may tamang panahon para sa pag-ibig. Pero ang labo lang kasi tuwing may pagkakataon naman, lagi nilang naiisip na maling panahon pa iyon. Oo, wrong timing lagi ang pag-ibig para sa kanila kasi madalas sumasakto kung kelan meron silang board exams, problema sa pamilya, o long test kinabukasan. :)
Laging maririnig na nagsasabing: "We had the right love at the wrong time..."

20) Parent Trap
Ayaw ni mama o ni papa na magkaboypren/girlpren ang kanilang unica hija/unico hijo kahit na 22 years old na ito at kumikita na ng sarili niyang pera. Kailangan daw magkaron ka muna ng isang strand ng puting buhok bago may makadalaw sa'yo sa bahay. O kaya, baka ikaw 'yung may problema dahil natatakot ka sa iisipin ng mga magulang mo tungkol sa taong iyong gusto. Baka kasi sabihin nila na masyado siyang bansot/matangkad/baboy/payatot para sa'yo.










from multiply.

next time...

relationship..

yes been through a lot already...

but the next time..

 i would rather be trusted than to be loved.. 

:)

"Pare-pareho lang tayong gusto makakita

ng taong mamahalin tayo at hindi sasaktan,

hindi masamang mangarap, 

mahirap lang 'MAKAHANAP."

handle with care..

this the song on moments when you're about to settle down.. 

the moment you are certain about your feelings and 

ready to surrender yourself to the one you love....

we'll miss you.. Steve Jobs

it was an awful tasting medicine... but i guess the patient needed it.. 

MANILA

Manila, used to be this simple and beautiful... :')

joseph vincent...

the best version.. ;)

window shopping..

ang pangarap ay parang..

pag wiwindow shopping lang...

pag may nakita kang isang bagay na gusto mo..

gagawa ka ng paraan para mabili mo iyon..

magiipon ka.. hihingi sa magulang ng pera.,

at madami pang paraang ka na maiisip..

parang pag abot lang ng pangarap yan,,

pag may gusto ka! ipag laban mo! 

gumawa ka ng paraan...

para mapasayo ang pangarap mo!

nagmamahal... nagiisip.. nangangarap.... :)

teenager.. sighs.. eto yung mga panahon na di ka pa sigurado sa mga ginagawa mo. panahon na.... maguguluhan ka.. may mga bagay na hindi ka maintindihan.. madami ring bagay na pproblemahin mo.. ang hirap pag nasa gantong edad ka.. lalo na pag hindi mo pa lubos kilala ang sarili mo... siguro ang hindi pagkakakilala saking sarili ang isang naging mabigat na problema pagdating sa pagiging teenager ko.. naging mahirap para sakin harapin ang mga dagok ng buhay... dahil unang una.. pano ko nga naman sosolusyonan ang mga bagay bagay kung hindi ko alam kung sino ako, kung anong mga kaya kong gawin at anong dapat sa mga panahong yon.. ako kasi yung taong napaka "random" yung tipong normal na sakin ang paglipad ng isip ko... nagpapasalamat na nga lang ako at bumabalik pa siya.. napakahirap para sakin na ibigay ang konsentrasyon ko sa iisang bagay lamang... kaya pinilit kong baguhin yon...pero naging mahirap... lumalabas kasi na hindi ko natatangap ang sarili ko pag  pilit kong binabago ang  mga nakagawian ko... sabi ko sa sarili ko noon.. hindi ba dapat ako ang unang tatangap sa sarili ko para matanggap ako ng iba... ako dapat ang unang makatanggap at magpahalaga sa kung ano ako.. kung ano ang kaya ko.. kung saan ako malakas at kung anong mga kahinaan ko... nung naisip ko yung mga bagay na yun.. isa isa kong tinanggap na.. ako to.. yung taong pala isip... yung taong pinagagana ang utak para hindi malamangan ng kapwa ngunit ginagamit ang puso kasabay ng isip..  ako na gumagawa ng paraan para maabot ang pangarap.. ako na mahilig makisalamuha sa iba't iba tao para malaman ang istorya ng buhay nila hindi para makisawsaw sa pribado nilang buhay,, kundi para matuto at ibukas ang sarili sa mga posibilidad..... simula ng maisip ko ang mga bagay na yon.. sinumulan kong tanggapin si JOSEPH ADRIANE LOTERIA,,, at unti unting mas naging komportable na ako saking buhay... oo.. hindi ko maitatagong madaming naging problema pero... naging madali na pag harap sa mga iyon para saakin dahil kilala ko na kung sino ako... alam ko na kung anong mga dapat kong gawin.. alam ko na kapag kailangan ko nang humingi ng tulong mula sa iba... dahil kilala ko na ang sarili ko... na kahit ilang beses mang lumipad ang isip ko at dumapo sa kung ano anong palaisipan ay tanggap ko ito... dahil ako to.. nagmamahal... nagiisip.. nangangarap.... :)

The Freedom Writers,,

a story on how they choose to be different.. 

and made a CHANGE.. :')

I MISS YOU..

may nakapag sabi na ba sayo ng " i miss you"? 

siguro naman madami na! 

pero anong ginawa niya

pagkatapos mong sabihing "i miss you too"

nagkita ba kayo? 

naipakita niya ba

sayo na talagang "i miss you"???

i bet,, NOT!.. 

if he/she did... it took sometime..

if i was right.. dont be mad. :)

yes naging hater rin ako ng mga taong mahilig magsabi ng 

"i miss you" at walang ginagawa para maipakita to.. 

i still remember saying this to them...

"If you really miss me. GROW UP! GET IN YOUR CAR! AND SEE ME!!!!"

but as i talk to people, which usually do... 

a different perception came into light...

mali pala na magalit ako sa kanila..

mali na magdemand ako ng attention 

dahil una sa lahat

just by saying/texting me

"I MISS YOU"

nabigay na nila yung attention eh..

it was just now that i realize 

that saying you miss someone is enough 

to make them feel they we're remembered

kahit pa gaanong ka busy ang isang tao..

he/she still had the time to tell you that..

"I MISS YOU"

by chance -JAMICH

"it's by chance we get to meet that one great love..

but there will come a time that we have to fight for it..

for happiness, for that genuine feeling, and for that one HAPPY ENDING :')"

break,,,

things break all the time.

day breaks,

waves break, 

voices break.

promises break.

and most of all...

hearts break ...

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why?

why do i always have to be the bad guy?
am i really that rude to stand up for something i believe wasn't right anymore.?
am i the one to blame for giving up barely because i know that there was something wrong?
and will i always be the bad guy if i make decisions for the betterment of both parties?
if that so.. i'll take blame.. and play the part of "the bad guy"
for i know this "bad guy" has the guts to stand up with all the goodness in his heart
and be smart enough to deal with situations in which both parties would benefit most!

break ups?

the best!!!!

Long distance relationship :')

Naniniwala ka ba s Long Distance Relationship?
Yung tipong DAGAT ang Pagitan?
At Langit nalang ang Inyong tinitingnan?
Kung saan, ORAS, ARAW, BUWAN, at Taon ang lilipas nang hindi kayo Magkasama.
Sisikat at Lulubog ang ARAW at Buwan, nang hindi nyo KAPILING ang isa't isa.
at sangkap ang telepono, sa matamis nyong Pagmamahalan
Internet naman ang tulay sa milya milya nyong PAgitan.
at ang mga kuhang litrato
ang taga kwento ng bawat pangyayari sa buhay nyo
na nagsasabi s puso nyo, SANA ANDITO KA.
SANA KASAMA KITA
sa madaling salita, ang nagi nyong sadalan ay
PAGMAMAHALAN
TIWALA at
PANGAKO.
Marahil isa ka sa sasagot ng HINDi.
dahil ba ang panahon at mundo
na ating ginagalawan ay nababalot ng TUKSO.?
dahil ba mahirap sumugal at hindi mo alam, kung karapatdapat ba sya s pagtitiwala m?
o dahil takot kang umasa at sa huli ikaw lang ang masasaktan?
sadyang maraming kinakatakutan ang tao..
takot masaktan,
takot matalo,
takot umasa,
kaya ang gantong klaseng relasyon
unti-unti na lamang nagiging alamat.
hindi pinapaniwalaan, kathang isip na lamang...
hindi ba sapat na sandata ang PAGMAMAHAL?
para labanan ang TUKSO at magtiis..
hindi ba karapat dapat na itaya ang buo mong PAGTITIWALA, para sa iyong taong minamahal?
at higit sa lahat, hindi ka tama na humawak ka sa PANGAKO?
na magsisilbing gamot sa lungkot, at sakit na iyong nadarama?
Sadyang nilikha ang mundo n balanse
lahat my kakambal at hindi ngiisa
ang SAYA may kakambal na LUNGKOT
ang GINHAWA may kakambal na HIRAP
ang PANALO may kakambal na PAGKATALO
at ang puso natin, ang magsasabi kung may kakambal hindi isang kabiyak.
dahil tummitibok ang puso natin ng buo, hinahanap lng nito ang mgbabalanse sa kanya.
pano kung ang taong iyon ay nasa malayo?
hindi ka ba SUSUGAL?
hindi ka ba MAGHIHINTAY?
handa ka bang MASAKTAN?
handa ka bang UMASA?
bakit hindi mo subukan?
sa ngyn, SAKIT, LUNGKOT at HIRAP ang iyong madarama..
pero darating ang araw, na babaligtad ang lahat ng iyan..
sa tamang panahon at pagkakataon
kung saan ang kamay ninyong dalawa, ay muling mglalapat.
ang init ng kanyang yakap, ay iyong madarama..
at ang ngiti sa iyong labi, ay muling mabubuo..
at ang iyong puso ay muling titibok, kasabay ang kakambal nito.
dahil masarap yung
SUMUBOK
SUMUGAL at
NANIWALA
kaysa..
SUMUKO at nag sa WALANG BAHALA....




by: prince ice

to someone...

i've been in this world for quite a long time now, been through a lot... i guess, but life never fails to test me.
well i can thank HIM for that. these test gives me wisdom. wisdom that i can share to anyone who needs it. i don't wanna be boastful and all that. but with this wisdom, i have helped a lot of people already.. friends, family and even strangers. it's one thing i have to be proud of. oh well let's not hide the truth behind this wisdom i'm talking about,, life was not that kind to me..there we're lots of problems I've had these past few years,, okay not "few years" but ever-since i was aware that i as living.
i would not be expounding everything I've been through because if i do, this scribble would not end...
To start off... i wasn't in a good family and you know what they say/think.,..about not having a good family..yeah they can judge and stereotype about bad families... but i have a diff one.. i call my family as a "almost-broken-family"..yeah. just almost .. but from this family i have is where i pulled out the rebel side of mine...we'll... "trying to be rebel" i would say,, coz i wasn't even good at being bad..(in comparison to others) but let's not talk about the things i've done as a "rebel". i'm trying to be my best now!. :) #fingerscrossed. yeah the problems i have with my almost-broken-family helped me realize more about life, too bad i need to waste some of my time in adjusting.. but no regrets.. LESSON LEARNED.. :)

the next one that i think helped me gain knowledge about life was the relationships i've had,, at this age of 19 . i've had 15 (official) partners already, not to mention the flirts and puppy loves that i had between and while im in a relationship,,, yeah i did cheat! i'm not a saint for god's sake! but in every relationship i had i see to it i give my best.. if not all. to sum it all up. relationships i've had pulled me out of my immaturity and broaden my understanding in life...

and the last thing would be how i've handled a good relationship with friends.. companion... and people i meet in my everyday life. to give you an overview.. i don't choose friends,, i deal with anyone and not base on anything they do.. they have. or willing to give. i think this was the my secret formula in bein a good friend.. but be careful with this one.. you'll have many friends to the point that you cant have time for all of them.. LOL

this is where it all came from.. this is how i deal on the short comings in life on how i breathe on it ... taking it in, and finding the bright side of every unfortunate event's in my life... LIVE.. LOVE.. LEARN,, :)

maybe

maybe all i think about is myself.. but is it wrong to love yourself first before others?i don't think so.. o well maybe my selfish side says so.... and you know what they say..."you cannot give what you don't have.." i believe in that saying.. maybe i should love myself a lil more.. just a lil more.. then MAYBE...i can share the love that i got to someone really special.. when the right time comes :)

lately

lately i wasn't okay... reason? i really don't know.. haven't figured it out yet.

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Not everything that you wanted and worked hard for so long are always meant to be yours. Somehow you lose, but when you lose, there will come a better one that you surely deserve more than anything. 

where trust does not reside. love cannot survive.

as of now

as of now.....

i feel more alive

i can do whatever i want

i'm not responsible for anything/anyone 

i prioritize stuffs

i socialize

and most IMPORTANT

  as of now...

 I AM ME! 

those who believe that "actions speaks louder than words" are stupid and JUDGMENTAL!

that's what i think. coz sometimes you should consider the feelings of the person despite of his/her actions before jumping off to a conclusion!!!!

:')

i still remember the time when i felt so low.... a friend told me this..

Love has no distance, No matter

how far you are from someone, as

long as you love them, and they love

you, distance won’t matter.

- jamvhille sebastian

BAD GUY= ADRiAN

"Kahit saang angulo natin tingnan! nasa ilalim parin ako ng talampakan mo!" 





this was the statement that i needed to wake myself up in the sea of selfishness. 




when this was said to me i was in a state of shock... i was hurt.. i resisted... but eventually i did accept that this is me..SELFISH! SELF-CENTERED! GREEDY! i can't believe this is how bad i become to the person i love the most... 


sad... tragic... 

JEALOUSY

a strong emotion that would kill.. and i just experienced having that feeling,,sighs,,,, it was really unacceptable.. my behavior was rude.. my attitude was not even at the right track..and my mind is clouded with anger.. it was like i am in a war.. and i fought really hard.. even though i know i was gonna win.. coz i know the one that i was fighting for loves me so much and nothing or no one can even break us apart... so the next time you all guys will get into a fight because of jealousy remember the one you're fighting for.. remember how much you love each other.. and then you'll think back.. to fight with insecure and low life bitches and sluts is a waste of time coz you know at the back of your mind you know he/she loves you no matter what  :')

to all the gimikeros.. and gimikeras out there

Situation: Hey! I forgot my ID, could you get us in?

Based on previous experience, whenever I wasn't on the GL, I'd ask a friend of mine which names weren't used yet so that I could get in. Plus, with the whole issue of minors getting into clubs, most establishments really require that you bring proper identification.

So, no, we can't get you in without an ID.

LEAVE ATTITUDE AT THE DOOR.

Situation: What?!? What do you mean I can't get in?!? I know (insert name of some famous person here)! I always go here! I'm here every week!

There are thousands upon thousands of people who come and go every week. That isn't just once a week. Not to mention, there's about a minimum of 3 gimmick days in a week!

So, no, I don't know who you are and whoever you know can't help you.

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.

Situation: (SMS) Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

Hi names for GL tonight: names, names, names.

People. I would think that Globe, Smart, Sun, TM or whatever cellular network, works well enough to ensure that your message gets sent. Just wait for us to confirm and if we don't before the day ends or before cut-off then I guess you can start asking why we don't reply. But I do believe that promoters are responsible enough to reply to your texts anyway.

So, please, stop abusing unlitxt!!!!

WE ARE HUMANS. YES, WE DO SLEEP TOO.

Situation: 26 Missed Calls @ 5AM.

Most promoters have event nights back to back. Their nights start around 8PM and go as late as 4AM. 4AM til around 3PM is pretty much dreamland time.

So, please understand, they do sleep too.

NO ONE LIKES BEING STOOD UP.

Situation: GL of about 20+ people. None of them show up.

Promoters get bombarded with texts or emails of your names. Type them all up, check for duplicates and make sure they don't make typos. Only to be disappointed when you don't show up. Yes, when I say SURE PEOPLE ONLY, I mean it. I do check after every event night which ones do or don't go.

So, next time, hopefully when you say that you are going, please do.

THIS IS NOT A CHARITABLE INSTITUTION.

Situation: Hi! Andun na po ba names namin sa GL? Ano pong drinks kasama nun?

I don't even want to explain this hahaha I don't know what to say.

TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE.

Situation: Hi, papunta na po kami pero male-late po, pwede po bang i-extend yung GL?

This isn't school where you're allowed extensions every once in a while. Like a friend of mine said, we just reserve a spot for you there, we hope you appreciate that enough to show up on time.

WHAT ARE YOU, A COMBO MEAL?!?

Situation: For GL, Name + 10.

Promoters would like to get to know their guests by name AND face so a plus ten or what doesn't help at all. You are on the guestlist because you are our guests and we'd like to get to know you.

YOU THINK YOU KNOW, BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

Most people think this is the easiest job in the world, not knowing the many troubles we go through. Although we do enjoy what we do, there are people who do not seem to know a lot about what we do. Our job is not just how these "Inviters" or "Guestlisters" claim to do. We provide a service that doesn't end with just us typing a guestlist, we want to get to know you and be part of your clubbing experience.

A FORWARDED E-MAIL....

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is tired of hearing people stating their stand about playing in terms of love... im literally pissed off when they blame their bitchiness to their past relationships! this is what i can tell you!

"you cannot blame

a person who broke

your heart on what

you've become..

everybody has a choice,

and you choose

to be a bitch!"

-adrian loteria